1.Fear that I'll never achieve something, that there won't be a break through
WHAT YOU WANT: Looking for happiness?
UNDERLINE: Afraid of being here now.
THE BAD GUY: Society.
WHY: If you are satisfied in the moment you are not a very beneficial screw in this machine. You must progress, prosper, get richer to be able to consume more.
WHO: Media (idols), educational system,
TOOLS: separation of gifted people, or bringing them up, the need to be special
HOW TO DEAL: ...uuh think the answer came while writing this :) the underline
2. Fear that will get involved in some kind of a sect and get myself brainwashed without even noticing it
3. Fear that I will loose my friends, because of my political/social/ activism or my everyday changing beliefs that may seem psychotic to those outside of me.
4.Fear of getting fat
5.When I get over that fear : the fear of not caring of how I look and that when I get too deep in mindfuck that I would not notice that I look like a nutty old lady with facial hair.
6. Fear of ending up in a mental institution, (and not noticing it myself ).
7. Fear that I may be too secure in my beliefs and they may trap me or block me from seeing stuff I do not know.
8. Fear that I am mad for believing that the world may be a better place and people can change - maybe capitalists and the consumer society is right???
9. Fear of being useless.
10.Fear of pushing people away.
11. Fear of not needing children, a husband, a boyfriend... - maybe there is something wrong with me?
12. Still: Fear of ending up alone
13. Fear that it is all just a game
14. Fear that I'll get some pseudo disease like cancer and not be able to cure it with my mind. So that this 2D society will win.
15.Fear of getting old.
THE BAD GUY: Society: the young people get to do the most fun stuff, the young look good, the young are on the movies
If it's psychological : fear that I can not conquer it
16. Fear of ADDICTIONS: relationships, coffee, drugs, alcohol, chocolate, sex etc. - most people got them, how long can I go before something like that sucks me in??
17.Fear that the image I have of myself is something completely different of how others see me.
18. Fear that I may loose my sense of humor as I get older.
ALL YOU CAN'T LAUGHT AT - OWNS YOU
19. Fear of forgetting important stuff
20. Fear of not being present at all times
21. FEAR THAT WHEN I EXPOSE MY FEARS HERE I MIGHT SOMEHOW BECOME VULNERABLE
22. Fear of falling in love
LOVE - a concealer for reality - Still,Fear of not being able to handle emotions.
